suicide?!

Tuesday, January 09, 2007
10:53 PM

i Sound philosophical huh?always talking about life..thats because in today's world society is becoming so fast-paced we hardly got time to "stop and smell the roses."Too much stress and pride builds up, accumulates till we keep everything to ourselves,and we end up carrying e mental burden of a whole tumult of negative emotions that gives us white hot searing pains to our life.OUR MENTAL life.Take care if that.

Check out www.lifebeforedeath.org.sg .muhammad abdooh is really an inspiration to the dying and the suicidal.COme on ,this guy is down with multiple cancer and he still smokes on one of his video blogs,confessing that he was a chain smoker.The doctors told him to stop,but he still does it.And he ven jokes about this on the video.But he knows he has to quit,but before that,he will "switch to another brand of cigarettes and cut down on the daily intakes".Rather humorous.
You may say he lives a life worse than death,painfully slow.But he still lives life like it was way before he contracted cancer!!!

YOu dun have cancer,or maybe you would like to term yourself having an emotional cancer,because at times you just cant control your wild and haunting emotions that serves to be the wreck of your life.But you just have to confess to your loved ones.HAving suicidal thoughts may be embarrasing..but once confessed,family members will understand.IF they dont,at least you said it out,and felt better.LIke i was talking to one of my old friends yesterday,its like after a heavy alcoholic intake,one will puke.If you kept your puke inside you,you will feel worse!!!So its like this :you puke in public due to over consumption of alcohol.seems embarrassing.but at least you puked.And it felt better afterwards.On the day i confessed to my parents that i was suicidal,i cried like a small kid who lost his parents in the middle of a gigantic shopping mall.

...still seeking for death?!