suicide?!

Saturday, February 17, 2007
12:10 AM

think about this for a moment.Your success is how people view you.Cant it be the other way round??

Most of us see Success as an achievement of a personal goal.That's number 1.Then the other is to gain fame and recognition.The second one serves the irony of it all.You want to work hard...to gain fame??Now isnt that something everybody is dreaming of..

Not to say that we are all inecure with ourselves that we need people to notice us.But its just this weird thing when you got your O level results,only then can you enter the institute of choice.And once again you hear your family and friends say :"you have to score well so people from that institute will take you in." So here is when the mentality of "working for others not for enjoyment" comes in.YOU want people to see you as who you are.YOU want to prove to them waht you really are.YOU wont be able to stand it if you are fired by them.and that's when YOU are obsessed woth your personal image,has anything gone wrong??I have been strong in my career/studies all this time.Why is it so unfair?Should i kill myself?Since no one is giving me a place in this world anymore.Now everyone sees ME as a FAILURE.

That's way too self conscious.And the least you could do is look for a job or an area of study that u are passionate in.Even in times of failure,you wont even mind doing the very thing you are doing.After all you have the passion,and confidence to pull through it.Cos you know you are good at it,just that something has gone wrong a little.

Put in in another perspective.Why is a company of any product so successful?when they are WORLD FAMOUS.And PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORLD buy their products.Hence they earn so much from PEOPLE's expenditure.When no one buys their product,the whole company has to shut down inevitably. And thats weird because whatever job u are in,u are serving people.Why dont see it as you are helping the community instead of working so hard like you are a slave for people?Just see it as u are helping them free of charge.

And having a sense of self satisfaction really does help

.because at the end of the day that's what keeps your morale high.

Remeber also,DONT work for the sake of proving yourself to others.DONT work for the sake of earning money.DONT work for the sake of earning a living itself.now..that's torturing life out there..

...still seeking for death?!