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Sunday, March 18, 2007
8:28 PM

here is a soothing variatin of steve vai's for the love of god melody.enjoy!

...still seeking for death?!

2:54 AM

Hey as u know guys know..i have a poor memory.Just kidding. Ok its just i can be quite forgetful at times. So how?whats the cause ? and where does confidence come from?? I think it just comes from the way we remember things. For those who have taken psycho before...u know it.

Thinking negative thoughts can make u very forgetful. THis proven fact seems illogical to me at first.But to think of it..u are actually spending 80% of your time thinking painful,confidence crushing things that u are not focusing on what you succeeded at before. If u put the 80% of time on what you have achieved before,not only will you fire up your memory cells about all the good things in ur achievemetns,you will also reinforce these facts and they will add up to your confidence level.

When u think depresseing thoughtsmyour brain goes into stress mode,releaseing alot of neuropeptides that can cause your heart to beat fast when u enter exams or other mentally demanding activities.That feeling is what most people call "nervousness".U cant concentrate like that.

Did you know...that being able to forget is also a gift? though we hate it when it happens when we are going to go for exams.Think about the prospect of everyone haveing a super pro memory.U and I will be killing each other because we can remember the slightest detail of when,where and how we offended each other and owe each other's money.Thats what i read of in a book.SO to those who feel that studying is a waste of time...relax...i know ,most of the time after a test ,we'll just forget about what we've studied so hard for,just to pass the subject. Its not the end of the world!!!haha....

Forgetting can help reduce mental clutter.You wont have to sort your way through mentally like a maze when recalling certian details. Your brain auto-disposes of the info that is not used as often,or just store it permanently until future retrieval.

For example,now..dont think of anything...now think of the times when u were a kid ,following your parents out to visit relatives during chinese new year,hari raya..recall what u like most about that particular visit.did somehting pop up in your head? you havent even thought of anything like this until i told u to.

And now that you have recalled..it stays in your head like a fresh memory again .though all these days you never even though of this.Thats what i have learnt so far.On how to improve your memory...

And here is a beatiful guitar ballad for you all. Its by this instrumental guitarist called "steve vai". enjoy!!

...still seeking for death?!