suicide?!

Thursday, July 26, 2007
6:59 PM

Enjoy this video of staind's "its been awhile". Again i have been too busy doing my projects and all....its taken it stoll on me and again i have stood strong!!
well actually i was feeling kinda depressed cos i felt i have no sense of achievement doing anything at all...ok..anything that involves tests and exams.I understand life is about lifelong learning and not tests or exams that brands u an "A" or "F' which makes u feel so damn miserable. have been through a major academic failure once and since then i have not been looking forward to seeing any test or exam results,regardless of a pass or fail.

People are usually happy when they pass a subject right? Not with me in this case. we undo what we learn once we have passed and move on to the next semester.Major waste of life.Hence a good pass can go back to square one..even if u are a top student.Cos at the end of the day you will be forgetting what you learnt.I dont come to school just to get a scrap piece of paper that certifies me in what i will undo all my time learning.No thanks.=>

...still seeking for death?!